Monday, February 05, 2007

Broken Robot

I can't tell if I'm holding back to protect everyone else or just myself.

In acting, making a courageous choice and bearing it all is what people respect and admire about someone.

Of course, no one gets hurt on stage.

A revelation might jeopardize all the work and will power I've put into protecting everyone I care about. Or myself. Whatever.

They say that sometimes the kindest thing you can be is selfish.

They also say not to fix what isn't broken. Then, I'm no mechanic.



You think I am brave because I carry a gun. Well, your fathers are much braver because they carry responsibility, for you, your brothers, your sisters, and your mothers. And this responsibility is like a big rock that weighs a ton. It bends and it twists them until finally it buries them under the ground. And there's nobody says they have to do this. They do it because they love you, and because they want to. I have never had this kind of courage. Running a farm, working like a mule every day with no guarantee anything will ever come of it. This is bravery. That's why I never even started anything like that... That's why I never will.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I don't know if we can wholly destroy other people, but we sure as hell can fuck ourselves up to the point of no return.

As Zhu, said be sure that you're not just a robot drinking it's own oil.

Snake.

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